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00:37 / 01.01.26

the year is now 2026. i would probably do nothing this year just like i did nothing last year

also sorry for not updating the website in a while i'm just not motivated anymore

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08:44 / 10.12.25

i'll shove this section onto an rss later when i can figure out how to display rss on html

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20:02 / 09.12.25

"i feel like everybody's always watching and judging me" => "i don't think anybody even cares what i do so i don't have to get scared" => "nobody really cares enough for me to the point that I'll never get appreciated anymore"

my mindset is a plague

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13:27 / 08.12.25

music went from "this song is so great I'll be playing it many times" to "oh ok this sounds cool i guess I'll save it"

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21:10 / 07.12.25

i don't feel substance on any media i consume anymore. i feel like I'm just passing through them without savoring the feelings packed inside it. derealization is debilitating (hyperbolically)

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13:35 / 07.12.25

feel like a professional coding my own site instead of using strawpage

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23:28 / 06.12.25

anybody know what the pluto manga/anime is. i keep seeing it in pinterest and it looks really cool

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